What is networking?

Do you know yourself first? Do you know what expectations and standards you have for yourself? Are you what you're asking for?

It takes work to be your best self.

You attract what you are. The people around you are no mistake. Once you outgrow situations you can look back and see how far you came by reflecting on the comfort of your past.

I learned that my environment did not change until I changed. I got so used to just praying, praying, praying, that I stopped working. I was so strong in “manifesting” that I just knew by writing and meditating it would come… instead I got insight, visions, and clarity. My mind was opened and I had strength that I didn’t recognize. The clearer it came the deeper I believed and moved on faith. My situation was so bad to me that nothing could be worse then what I was going through. I prayed and I got up and I made moves trusting that god would see me through.

The key was: action. I had to get up and move on that prayer. The doors was wide open and aligned so I felt like I was literally flying through my growth. Every once in a while reality would smacked me down and take over my life temporarily.

During that time I would be emotional, journal, smoke, sleep, and just experience every emotion. In the beginning it was scary, inconvenient, and plain ol annoying.

The more these waves of emotions rested upon my shore… I started to look into why the thoughts kept coming to me. I ignored so many messages because I didn’t want to deal or think about it, but it became a time when I had to comfort everything. If the thought landed in my head I thought it through. I asked myself, “how did I even end up thinking about this?” Before I knew it I was keeping a hold on my sub conscience and making sure that I was aware with my thoughts and emotions.

As I grew, I outgrew people and places. I didn’t want to do the same things. I hated the idea of not progressing. I put pressure on anybody close to me. Either they were pushing me to be greater or I was going to push them to become greater than me. Either way I had to apply that pressure to see what was for me and what wasn’t.

I had to stand by my decisions and respect what I wanted for myself. Even though I couldn’t see the bigger picture at that moment I knew to trust that unfortunately I had a life that called for a lot of unpacking and shifting. I had to fix and break down each layer to reach my comfort zone.

Xoxo_Qutie🦋